A Skeptic's Prayer

May I doubt my doubt, and in so doing, find faith in Love.

God, I am a person of many desires and needs and appetites.
Religion has told me to be suspicious of these things.
But now I have become suspicious of that suspicion.
I am not even sure of the point behind prayer.
I do not believe that your job is to take care of me,
Even though I am in so desperate need of care.
I want to reassure you that I am find, that I …